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This is hard.
I absolutely didn't see it coming.
I was really confident she'd stay for longer, idk how much but at least for an year or two. It is really hard - I've been a Momusu fan for... how long? An year and half if we take in count the first time I saw them, back in the time I wasn't really sure about anything... So it's been roughly an year since I got a real interest into Momusu and ever since it's been a - sometimes slow, sometimes fast - getting into this world, so it took me time to learn those many things, understand them and fall in love with them, and the same happens with the girls and specially Sayumi.
It's like, I finally got to know her well and PUNCH - she's leaving. I'm sad, and if I am that much I really can't imagine how would some people be if they've been following her for many years, though it's not quite the same. And well, I'm sad but I don't feel bad, shall I call it just progress.
Besides, as many of you, I'm not concerned about the group's future. They'll do fine, they're strong. And seeing it more clearly now, maybe it is just the tight time for the right choice. Sayumi is clever, she knows what she's doing and I feel like this is also in a way her final sacrifice for the sake of the group.
Ahhh, the feelings....
